Why do I feel the urge to go to the floor?

In reassessing my surroundings as an expression of my soul and inner life I feel like I need to be close to the floor in the physical world.

I was just thinking about my bedroom to start with. My bed and furniture are currently quite high and tall and it just doesn’t feel right. As a teenager I used to sleep just on a mattress on the floor (and I don’t know why I did that then either…) so could it be my sub-conscious wanting to get back to that? But why did I feel like that in the first place?

I want everything to be around about half a metre in height…It’s definitely a really strong physical urge to want to be near the ground… Any ideas??