I took too much morphine, lortab and alcohol?

I am in chronic pain and really depressed. I have IBD or IBS depending on who you ASK…but the issue is chronic pain in my abdomen… secondarily head to toe. MY GI DR. changed me from asacol 800 mg every 12 hours, lortrab 7.5/500 prn and entocort 6mg once a day to 400 mg asacol every 12 hours, 3mg entocort every 24 hours and 15 mg morphine sulfate 2 times a day…. I got switched from morphine back to vicodin by and ER DR.because my GI DR is out of town and I was in indescribable pain… but after a while I got really hopeless… and after 24mg hydocodone… more then 7 glasses of alcolole, I chewed 2 15mg tabs of morphine and swallowed 2 more… am I going to die? I know i need help and am depressed… But in the short term… will I die? I just want to get help and better my small family

Please help me tonight!