Are you good, evil, or varying shades of gray?

A couple of years ago I had an internal struggle with myself about some decisions I was making in life and thoughts I was having that didn’t cast me in the best of light

It made me physically sick with a constant ache in my heart, probably caused by stress, to think about how I felt like not such a good person anymore until one day it all sort of clicked.

I’m not good nor evil, I am a human that makes emotional, irrational, and sometimes bad decisions based on what I want. I may be selfish but at least I’m not lying to myself anymore. And with that realization my ailment disappeared.

So my question for you all is: Are you good, evil, or varying shades of gray?