Have you ever wanted to just quit in life?

im sick and tired of just working so hard…even when it does pay off..which isnt most of the time. sometimes i just want to give up..like not suicidal..but run away, start a new life..forget all the stuff thats happened to me, if not..take into consideration the things that have happened to me and use them to make my life better in the future. this is mostly because of 1)parents, 2)grades, 3) going to my dream college, 4) if i ever become a loner, 5) dont get a job 6) get laid off from work or never get any type of work, 7) my only grandparent left in the world die, 8) going to hell…it could go on and on i swear..