Do you ever feel as though the world is passing you by?

I’m 14 and I’m going to run track, but right now I don’t play any sports. (I have tried a lot just didn’t find one I actually liked enough to stay with it.) I’m also in power if the pen, but the thing is I feel like if i’m not in school,hanging with friends or doing something like that, I feel as though life is passing me by, and there’s nothing I can do about it. Have you ever felt like this? How did you over come it? Thanks.

edit. I’m usually home alone for hours every night while my mom and dad run my brother and sister everywhere. I don’t really talk to my family either.