I’m having reoccurring dreams about children that I’ve put up for adoption.

I’m sure this isn’t about my subconscious wanting me to pop out some infants.

But I’m having reoccurring dreams about children that I’ve put up for adoption. I haven’t ever been pregnant, so these are all “dream” children that I’ve supposedly had. But I’ve been having dreams where I’m searching for these children (one per dream, thankyou) and rarely find them. Its starting to depress me, really. How sad could that be? It really stresses me while I’m asleep.

One of the last dreams I had, I was on a school buss, basically harassing the children about their parents…. asking them if they were sure that they literally came out of their mother.
But the very last was about a fifteen year old that was my daughter, I guess. We went to the Zoo, had a good time, etc. But this is literally impossible. I’m only 21.

I’m just really tired of these dreams happening over and over. Most of the information I’m finding online about dreaming of children is about fertility and blah blah blah – but this really isn’t the issue here. I’m interested in getting my usual serial killing dreams back. I’m not enjoying what a mental strain these dream children are putting on my psyche.