NSFW I have lost my lust and my superpower of the BJ. What do I do?

I have fibro and a bulgin disc in my neck. FWB (friend with benefits) came last weekend and my neck hurt so bad, I couldnt finish a decent blow job.

Now as a clarinet player and scorpio, and girl whose jazz musician has told many a rock star of my prowess : I feel like I’ve lost something. Libido, game, the best secret of jazmina…....

I go to therapy once in awhile, I got burnt out after a year and a half. I cant never tell Jeremy of my dilemma. I told the girl next door who is in school for PT, she said neck stretches. I do those everyday.

The pain is rotten, who can think about sex….What has happened to me?