Have you ever heard of a straight guy who likes gay porn?

I recently realized that I really love watching gay porn. I’m straight and married and have never done anything sexualy with a guy. Even the thought of it grosses me out. But i accidentally saw some gay porn online and I liked it. I thought about it for a while and then I looked at more. At first I felt perverted and it felt wrong but then I felt better about it and now I love watching it. It turns me on so much. Are there other guys like me?