Should you leave your family if they are constantly judging you?

If my father raped my mother shortly after I was born, is this the reason I have been raped by so many people when I was little? Why are my rapists all successful and happy and my whole family is judgemental of me? My father when I asked him if it was true, told me I was delusional. My mother when I told her as a child called me a hussie, even though she voluntarily divorced my dad and cheated on him with another man. My whole life I’ve just been trying to see the good in them and suddenly I’m wondering if I should just quit talking to them, because lately they’ve been doing strange things, like saying they’ll come over and then not even calling, or lying. Should I leave my family? How do I explain it to my daughter if I do? How do I do this? Unlisted name and address? My mom is also friends with the girl who left me being raped, even though she knows that this girl left me, spit on me, and shoved me into the pavement. Please help me. I need advice. I thought I had forgiven all of these people, including my rapists, but right now I just feel like I just don’t understand.