Anyone here miss their dad? (or anything about their dad)

sigh Just asking since me and my friend are talking about our fathers that left us… For those out there that don’t have a dad. I can share your guy’s pain. I miss my dad. He hasn’t visited me in over a year or so (maybe longer) hasn’t called for about the same time. But I do look at what could have happened from what my mom has said about him… Seeing her get abused and what not…The police coming over for some reason…I miss my dad ,but don’t since of what the outcome could have been. For everyone, did your dad abandon you at my age or even a little baby? Does it ever hurt you to realize that your friends have dads that will do father and son bonding or go fishing?....Just to say it all…It hurts me.