Pill update and new question

about a week ago I posted a question about a birth control pill because of my mom being molested by her father.

Many of you gave me very helpful information and I appreciate that.

So here’s the update: it turns out my great aunt, an anesthesiologist, gave my grandpa pills for indegestion. Yesterday she confessed to being aware that my mom was pregnant with my grandpa’s child. He made her take the medication that made her ill and eventually killed the fetus.

So as of this morning I found out I am not an only child but actually a little half brother of a girl who never even had a name.

I’ll be honest with you I am a fucking basket case and I can’t show it because of the sensitive nature of my film career. My fiancé doesn’t know how to handle it either. He is being supportive but I just can’t help what is going through my mind right now. I’m… Sorry. I trust you guys more then my friends in Hollywood.

What do I do? (I already have a shrink)