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How to get over this semi-dramatic relationship event?
(sorry if this is long :<) So here’s the story. I have a boyfriend, who I have been dating for almost 2 years. I attend a 4×4 schedule high school so when it came time for our schedules to change freshmen year I had a hard time seeing him. During that time he cheated on me (Not very surprising huh?) with my ex best friend who tried her very best to ruin my school life as much as possible due to us never talking after I started going out with my boyfriend (who was both our best friend, she liked him so I understand why she would want revenge)
So for about more than 4–5 months he cheated on me with her. I found out around March or April 2012. They did things that have scarred me mentally to this day. Not only that I was harassed by most of the people I know at school because apparently she decided to tell everyone and my boyfriend that I was flirting with other guys thus making everyone believe that she deserved my boyfriend not me. So people treated me like this person who deserves to be harassed. I was shoved, people tried to tackle me, I was given death glares, I was out casted.
I’m very scarred from my freshmen year. I could get into more detail but I don’t want to waste your time. So It’s been about 4–5 months since I found out and I’m having a hard time coping and forgetting (specially since I see my harassers every day at school)
I’m still with my boyfriend. I have broken up with him many times but it’s hard to break your best friend’s heart. So I’d rather be with him so he’ll be happy even if that mean’s I’m not. (contradicting huh? I’m sorry) But I’m just asking how can I get over this semi-dramatic event (I say semi because I guess it’s not dramatic and such and I probably sound like any typical teenage girl.)
I have no friends to this day who are close enough to talk to. I can’t submerge myself into a activity because I get side tracked easily by my thoughts. I no longer believe in relationships and love so yeah I don’t need love advice. I just need to know how to get over this, how can I forget about it and move on, how can I stop crying about this stupid thing and be able to not have a mental break down whenever I’m alone or feel abandoned? Thanks for reading :’) I probably sound like a bitch :/ But it’s okay I can take a lot of criticism :)