Where in the spectrum from mourning to pedopalooza are your feelings about Michael Jackson's memorial?

I’m watching MJ’s memorial live and am struck by the mixed feelings I have about MJ and my watching this thing live. The man was talented no doubt, but clearly it’s difficult to focus only on his musical genius and musical legacy when you reflect on the guy. How do you find yourself reacting to the person, his passing, and his legacy?

By the way, I stole the term pedopalooza from one of the news guys.