What would be a radical change that you would welcome in your life?

A 50% increase in trusting myself! That change would be welcome, and is waaaaaay overdue.

A surge in self esteem!

Motivation. Or just that little extra bit of willpower. Get up in the morning, start that project, maybe even make something worthwhile of myself to justify my existence.

A bigger pay check, another baby.

Appearance: microdermabrasion

Beliefs: the ones I love most might not let me down

Lifestyle: cohabitation

Total confidence would solve all my problems.

A sexy girlfriend. That’d be nice.

I wish I could feel ok about myself. I wish I was dead certain that I was doing enough, and that my failings…. ah fuck. I don’t know what to say about them. I wish I didn’t hurt so many people so badly. People think I’m good, but they don’t know what I’ve done. I wish I could feel about my wife the way I used to.

Oh well, I’m being punished.

My wife would stop being a bitch.

Moving someplace new. I’d love to go somewhere in the PNW. Seattle is looking better and better each day. I also wouldn’t mind moving to Boston or NYC.

But seriously… Seattle… <3

I would welcome full heath, strength, and the motivation to achieve all my aspirations.